What does she want?

alluring inertia, or
compliant stasis.
maybe both?
running on
the spot
leads to
no where
and fatigue.
adapt to

How should this run be ran?

change has hit me –
again and again –
it’s what it does,
but i resist.
sameness permeates my life.
others see change, where
i see staticity.
i run upon this treadmill,
each step no closer than the last.
adjust the settings, yet
i remain immobile.
shall i modify my run according
to the settings,
should I take a step back
and watch the machine run?