Emotionally reasoned logic, disorientates compass

i tried not to get attached.
during the budding,
i told myself this will pass.
as things progressed,
i developed a connection.
mind you, this link
seemed faulty.
it wasn’t until the end that
i became fully invested.
i was told i took to long,
and my currency deplorable.
defeated, i ceased payments.
i saw no point investing
into a sinking ship.
deception, of myself
and of another.
care was withdrawn
and slowly with it,
the false bonds built, too.
uncertainty and distrust
lead to faulty foundation.
stability fluctuates,
under its
insecure structure,
for balance.

Bark said the cat

What an upside down it was to land right side up. The direction seems irrelevant, of course if you didn’t mind suspension. Look, there’s a sign. No, there it is. Can’t you see it. You just missed it. That’s okay, here comes another one. What do you mean you don’t understand? It’s in front of you and you’re still confused. Hmm. Okay, how about you step down from two legs and get back to crawling on all fours? How’s that going? I know the view is not the best, but it seems like looking at shit will make you want to stand again. It’s alright you know, slow and easy with the race. Okay, so if it’s a sprint, no, slow always loses. But if it’s a marathon, then you’ve got this. Turn you head and slowly you’re legs will follow. It not, get your mind into it.