Who are we?

i see you everyday,
yet i don’t know you.
sad, but in a funny way,
you’ve explained yourself.
unfortunately, i’ve only
understood you in
my own terms.
we call each other
commonality but
mean difference.

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Goodbye chat

i’m sorry,
i did not state my intentions sooner.
i just wanted to spend some time with you.
that’s all.
i didn’t want to touch you,
i didn’t want to hurt you.
all i wanted was conversation.
is that so hard to believe?
we can do anything with our minds,
why muddy things in the material?
fine. okay, i’ll go now.
think of me how you like,
i can’t direct your thoughts.

Starting an end to the beginning.

i knew it wouldn’t last. of course, with a remark like that, isn’t any wonder it didn’t? i suppose it is negative, but as far as i know, all things must pass. i knew from the beginning, whatever it was we were undertaking, trying to develop, it was just some rudimentary response. i didn’t know why you chose me, especially of all the likely candidates. i make ordinary look adventurous. reluctantly, i accepted your proposition, waiting in silence for the inevitable end. to start at the end, would be an end to the start. we are as much to blame for what happens to others as for what happens to us. i can attempt slander or spread disinformation, but such an act is undeserving, misguided and cowardly. my strife is my own and should not be called your name. patience has given you wings.

Playing with myself.

i did it again.
i can’t help it.
i’m with myself,
i had to do it.
it’s something i’ve developed.
i tried to stop,
but i can’t.
i just have to accept,
i play with myself.
my extended hand,
it’s motion,
deters an others grasp.
hey, i washed and
i was courteous about it,
why the apprehension?
oh, maybe i wasn’t clear.
but how can i be
when i’m solid.