Kicking loneliness does no good

go ahead,
kick me if
you must.
retaliate?
no, i don’t feel
like it.
why?
well if this makes
you happy,
then i’m happy.
how?
simple,
you are not
content with
oneself.
you may hurt me,
but you’re still
alone.
people may surround
you, but you die
alone.continue to kick
and scream,
it won’t solve
anything.

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Making the beautiful death I enjoy

what?
what do you mean I’m
expendable?
you mean to tell me that my efforts are in vain?
well, that cannot be.
i’m real and i have something to say.
you can’t brush me off,
i exist.
no, you’re right,
i won’t be along for long.
so what’s this effort?
i make for now, but i cannot make for the future.
coming to realization of my dispensability,
i must create for myself.
if i create for others, i might as well just not create.
i’d much rather create my death,
than let another.