Kicking loneliness does no good

go ahead,
kick me if
you must.
retaliate?
no, i don’t feel
like it.
why?
well if this makes
you happy,
then i’m happy.
how?
simple,
you are not
content with
oneself.
you may hurt me,
but you’re still
alone.
people may surround
you, but you die
alone.continue to kick
and scream,
it won’t solve
anything.

Playing with myself.

i did it again.
i can’t help it.
i’m with myself,
i had to do it.
it’s something i’ve developed.
i tried to stop,
but i can’t.
i just have to accept,
i play with myself.
my extended hand,
it’s motion,
deters an others grasp.
hey, i washed and
i was courteous about it,
why the apprehension?
oh, maybe i wasn’t clear.
but how can i be
when i’m solid.